Tonight was most definitely a break down and cry night.
I had staff meeting and I just felt like crying from the start.
I don't honestly know why.
I think I am just drained... exhausted... and lonely.

I still cant help but wonder everyday why I am so alone.
The thoughts race in my head.... whats wrong with me?
Am I not pretty?
What is it?
I have been alone for so long.
I should be numb to it by now...